from “the bungalows”

You who were directionless, and thought it would solve everything if you found one,
What do you make of this? Just because a thing is immortal
Is that any reason to worship it? Death, after all, is immortal.
But you have gone into your houses and shut the doors, meaning
There can be no further discussion.
And the river pursues its lovely course
With the sky and the trees cast up from the landscape
For green brings unhappiness—le vert porte malheur.
“The chartreuse mountain on the absinthe plain
Makes the strong man’s tears tumble down like rain.”
All this came to pass eons ago.
Your program worked out perfectly. You even avoided
The monotony of perfection by leaving in certain flaws:
A backward way of becoming, a forced handshake,
An absent-minded smile, though in fact nothing was left to chance.
Each detail was startlingly clear, as though seen through a magnifying glass,
Or would have been to an ideal observer, namely yourself—
For only you could watch yourself so patiently from agar
The way God watches a sinner on the path to redemption.
Sometimes disappearing into valleys, but always on the way,
For it all builds up into something, meaningless or meaningful
As architecture, because planned and then abandoned when completed,
To live afterwards, in sunlight and shadow, a certain amount of years.
Who cares about what was there before? There is no going back,
For standing still means death, and life is moving on,
Moving on towards death. But sometimes standing still is also life.

(John Ashbery, from The Double Dream of Spring.)

april 4–april 5

Books

  • Jacques Roubaud, The Form of the City Changes Faster, Alas, than the Human Heart, trans. Keith Waldrop & Rosmarie Waldrop
  • John Ashbery, Some Trees
  • John Ashbery, The Tennis Court Oath
  • John Ashbery, The Double Dream of Spring

Films

  • Return to Oz, directed by Walter Murch
  • My Dinner with Andre, dir. Louis Malle

Exhibits

  • “Kenneth Anger”, P.S.1
  • “Leandro Erlich: Swimming Pool”, P.S.1

sonnet

The barber at his chair
Clips me. He does as he goes.
He clips the hairs outside the nose.
Too many preparations, nose!
I see the raincoat this Saturday.
A building is against the sky—
The result is more sky.
Something gathers in painfully.

To be the razor—how would you like to be
The razor, blue with ire,
That presses me? This is the wrong way.
The canoe speeds toward a waterfall.
Something, prince, in our backward manners—
You guessed the reason for the storm.

(John Ashbery, from Some Trees.)

meditations of a parrot

Oh the rocks and the thimble
The oasis and the bed
Oh the jacket and the roses.

All sweetly stood up the sea to me
Like blue cornflakes in a white bowl.
The girl said, “Watch this.”

I come from Spain, I said.
I was purchased at a fair.
She said, “None of us know.

“There was a house once
Of dazzling canopies
And halls like a keyboard.

“These the waves tore in pieces.”
(His old wound—
And all day: Robin Hood! Robin Hood!)

(John Ashbery, from Some Trees.)

the hero

Whose face is this
So stiff against the blue trees,

Lifted to the future
Because there is no end?

But that has faded
Like flowers, like the first days

Of good conduct. Visit
The strong man. Pinch him—

There is no end to his
Dislike, the accurate one.

(John Ashbery, from Some Trees.)

march 30–april 3

Books

  • Genevieve Manceron, The Deadlier Sex (trans. Jonas Berry & Lawrence G. Blochman)
  • Harry Mathews, Out of Bounds

Films

  • Hapax Legomenon I: (nostalgia), directed by Hollis Frampton
  • Hapax Legomenon II: Poetic Justice, directed by Hollis Frampton
  • Hapax Legomenon III: Critical Mass, directed by Hollis Frampton
  • Hapax Legomenon IV: Traveling Matte, directed by Hollis Frampton
  • Hapax Legomenon V: Ordinary Matter, directed by Hollis Frampton
  • Hapax Legomenon VI: Remote Control, directed by Hollis Frampton
  • Hapax Legomenon VII: Special Effects, directed by Hollis Frampton
  • Taking Off, dir Miloš Forman
  • Love Story 2050, dir. Harry Baweja

Exhibits

  • “John Waters: Rear Projection”, Marianne Boesky Gallery
  • “Richard Tuttle: Walking On Air”, PaceWildenstein
  • “Tangled Alphabets: León Ferrari and Mira Schendel”, MoMA

sonnet iv: in this city you didn’t love

Here in this city you don’t love
In which you’ve passed so many days
That counting makes you want to puke
Afraid of things unrecognized!

Afraid of everything you’ve seen!
Crossing the streets and then recrossing
The muddy ways, the ways of snow
Ways of the tongue-tied, sullen masks

Here in this city you don’t love
City you’ll never get out of
Because of all you still don’t know

Summerfuls of syllabic tasks
Dazed by your dead who died right here
Here in this city you don’t love

(Jacques Roubaud, p. 90 in The Form of the City Changes Faster, Alas, Than the Human Heart, trans. Keith & Rosmarie Waldrop.)